For me, the meaning of my life now is to enjoy my life with my wife with no kids.

Just the two of us doing things together, having meals together, sleeping together, doing laundry and housework together, growing old together.

As selfish as this may sound, but I hope to die before before her so that she can cremate me and throw into sea.

If really come a day if she passes before me, I would just go donate all my money, possession and go 14th floor.