Shiok la. Me 46 can retire but cant do that. I blame my papa-like life for that.

Feels like if I let go the string, those bois in my kitchen will start apeshit when there's no people monitor them going monkeys.

Feels like if I let go the string, those kids in my Housekeeping group will start curi tulang.

Feels like if I let go the string, those office kids in my Travel agency will start going with the Tiktok trend and went lazy fuark.

I wonder its me holding them with too much restriction or im just senile of fuark unwilling to change. But if it change, it ruin everything. As what old people says, one drop of oil is enough to ruin entire jar of wine.