let the pain flow through u cuz this process is inevitable, get away from her by any means including not seeing her, not knowing her stuff n shit, just urself, be selfish cuz u know she wont give a f even if ur depressed, might as well just block her from all ur socials so that the chance of u seeing her activities are lesser and think less of her

most importantly, f off and away from her cuz she wont come back thats a fact