hmmm.. i wonder why i still single..
but maybe i feel that i met those men that are too good / not that suitable for me..
somehow i wonder if i am okay to live alone too. i am afraid to commit due to the bad experience and i have been single for quite some time.
to be honest, i just be friend with all, and i can't even identify if i just like to be with him, as friend, or more than that..

hmm... how i wish the bad experience will not happened at first..so that i am not being that takut, trauma..