then can say you really just mentally weak
i have been there for much muc more longer
i was out of job back in 2016 for 1 year plus a bit
and here i am today
what is the most important thing to you in your life?
to most asean is to have alot of money and working in a well paid post.
Do you know by now whats the goal of your life?
if you dont perhaps you can make goood use of your free time and think about this instead of doing nothing