I was a narcissist back then. Now insaf alrd. Mine was because im both street smart and book smart, i often looked down on my peers. And my academic result proved me right. So in my heart i always thought my peers were all idiot.

I too take good care of my look, health and etc. So being the rare breed in my uni (the only cina in my batch), i slept and fooled around with many girls in my uni and i proudly kept a book of record who i slept with. The name, the pics, videos and all that. Girls are just easy to get.

Then one day a girl who i always hooked up with, got tunang with another dude, after our last s, she actually jokingly said "imagine ur future daughter being screwed by dude like you, how would you feel haha"

That was what caught me thinking, and start to insaf alrd. Now in a stable 3 years relationship with my gf, planning to get married in another 1 year.