QUOTE(RicoT @ Sep 27 2020, 09:40 PM)
Thanks for the feedback and advice. My height is about 172cm.
I initially wanted to start real world riding with FZ150i (cheapest option 3-5K) or Z250SL/Z250 (5-8K), probably ready 1-2k for repairs. But these older bikes don't have gear indicator nor ABS.
I am fortunate to ride a bike without ABS at my riding school once (1 whole lesson using a Z650 with ABS malfunctioned due to their foreman installed the front tyre terbalik, therefore the ABS encoder is not at the same side with the sensor. I noticed the ABS light lit up all the time, but I tried the same speed and braking force when doing the emergency braking section, unfortunately I jatuhbodo straightaway. Then later I tried to do the braking without ABS carefully, the braking distance almost doubled (probably i don't dare to apply much braking force too).
Then come MT-15 (new ~13K), makes me heart itchy wanna get new bike. Comes with gear indicator and ABS.
I was considering Dominar 400 too since it is almost the same price as MT-15. But, I have no riding experience, so I should be getting a lightweight bike to learn to navigate in traffic first.
I tried sitting (not riding around) my friend's R15, I don't like the leaning position. I guess naked/touring bike for me.
My long run plan would be 500-650cc, or even the X-ADV if I am tired of shifting gears.

i have always advocated that ABS is a good thing and can save one's ass during an emergency. however, i think in your case where you crash the moment you take the ABS out of the equation points to a bigger problem with the fundamental skills or understanding about the science of riding.
that being said, your braking distance doubled is probably because you were afraid to squeeze the lever since you have fallen before. what I suspect is that even with the ABS bike ABS you were not triggering the ABS but merely more confident in using the lever fully.
so ABS is good, but you should learn how to work the bike properly without it. after all, having to rely on it heavily meant that you are being hamfisted with your controls and unless you work to gain the finesse on the bike, the bigger bikes will come bite you in the ass sooner or later.
as for gear indicator... i am at two mind about this. it is nice to have and beginners tend to think that they need it, but i feel that it is not absolutely necessary. not having an indicator meant that you will have to learn to feel your bike a bit more.
if you do get a bike with a gear indicator, try riding around a bit with the indicator taped over and you might discover yourself listening and feeling the bike more than you would otherwise.
i would say get the smaller bike. you have no experience, don't understand the flow of the traffic and the act of riding is already going to be stressful, no point making it more difficult with a bigger and heavier bike.
there are bound to be people who tell you that you will soon grow tired of the bike and perhaps you might, but even if you do sell the bike after a year or two you only take a hit of a few thousands. you probably suffer more in big bike depreciation during the same period
I seen many riders who get on big capacity bike as their first bike and are so fearful of riding that they detour just to avoid filtering in traffic. on a smaller bike you are more likely to have the confidence to ride in all kinds of traffic and having the exposure will accelerate your learning.
ofcoz everyone is different, there are also many who jump straight onto a big bike and ride through KL traffic like a boss within a week so everyone's experience is different.
my point is. if you feel that your comfort level is on a small bike and you plan to get one to learn the traffic, then don't let anyone else tell you otherwise. if you panic, fall or scratch a car due to failed filtering, those people are not going to chip in for your repairs.