Means you analyse wrong already lor.

it seems you don't understand what is CFD and the risk of trading in leveraged products
maybe you need to read the prospectus and disclaimer properly

if you blow your account on a 1:50 leverage you need to learn risk management

this has nothing to do with cfd
i've blown my account before and lost $1k USD on poor risk management
since then my account has grown few folds and recover my losses

anyway don't give up
start again with proper risk management
2% AUM for every position is the gold standard