Hello everyone,
First of all, let me clarify some details for your reference.
1) I'm a muslim
2) My husband doesn't initiate sex or seems to be interested in me sexually.
3)He self confessed regarding his porn addiction which leads me to feel so down because of all the beautiful girls in porn and i know i couldn't compete with them.
4) I hope i could get out from this marriage because i felt so unwanted and alone. I'am extremely desperate for a human touch.
5) There is one time i install tinder just hoping to find someone that can have sex with me. But, halfway I chicken out because i'm afraid of god punishment even though it is so so sooooo tempting. It hurts so much.
6) I already tried for counselling, slow talk with my husband and try to be more sexy but all my efforts are in vain.
And the most painful thing is he will give my so many weird reasons like tell me to pray first, ignore about my sexual needs and still with his own way after I remind him constantly.
Please someone tell me how to get away from this marriage. I don't want to spend my entire life with him like this anymore. PLEASE HELP ME!!!
Advice Wanted Marriage Life - No more sex in our marriage