Todei i jalan jalan, then suddely one amoi in front stopped me. Ask me free or not just want ask few question. Then i say ok she then ask my age ,name and phone number. Ask me want work or not. She do some sales job. She very pretty. She miss call me so i get her number. But i shy and introvert say dont want and no eye contact to her and walk away. Go home i search her ig see her have happy life and susessful go stage take award and go oversea travel. Now i regret reject her. Given many chance but i push them away by my social anxiety now foreveralone and poor only can fap. Live is slowly pass away. When u younger u dont feel it. Now it is too late to do anything to turn around.