It's hard man.. I don't know why like this. The working hour is crazy man despite of shift system.. I really don't know why nothing been done to overcome this.. See news some say doctor overload, too many. But real condition only the doctor knows. Patient keep coming and coming and coming. Who want to handle this. I really don't know man. The doctor job is to cure patient. But myself, going to hospital with panda eyes. Our health also need to sacrifices...

Bro, if u traced my posts u would know I finished my housemanship more than a decade ago. And trust me, u guys are already working flexible hours, not on call. We used to work 2 days 1 night straight, about 30h, and those were GOOD days. Bad days? 3 days 2 nights, about 60h.
WITHOUT sleep.
MOH have done much to lighten your burdens, and yet still cannot tolerate meh.

The moment u signed up for this job u would have already expected this. It is demanding. It tests your endurance. Without your housemanship, u won't get APC. Without APC, u don't have license. Without license, u cannot do anything. U cannot practice, u cannot teach. U don't have enough experience to work in any medical field. Your best best, in my opinion, is to get another degree.

My honest advice, take this pain and turn it into a pleasant journey no matter how hard it takes. U need this more than the job needs u. Pass your EOP, get your APC, then u decide how u want to live your life is up to u.

Michael Crichton was a doctor. He earned more writing a page of Jurassic Park than a thousand consultations. So it's not the end of the world. Find your niche area u good at.

Good luck.