Nov 25 2020, 01:58 AM
QUOTE(banyanroot @ Jun 19 2019, 04:45 PM)
I'm gay!, I'm an embarrassment to my family, I'm that cacat kids every family has, I will never be the son that my parents want me to be, I will never be able to give them grandchild that they want. No matter how good I am when I was a kid, no matter how successful I am compared to all the kids they've known. Yes I regret it, i regret leaving my family, but when you are under pressure and option are limited, fight or flight, and I can't fight my parents. How many malay parents you know can accept their son like me? NONE...!
The first step, I think, is for you to accept yourself. Stand tall. And fark everyone else. Never allow yourself to be a victim. Either of your family or society.
If you allow yourself to be degraded, you will find it very difficult to climb out of the perigi.
Winston Churchill described his depression a “black dog”. When you are overcome with depression, it’s like you’re forever being chased by this black dog. You will just run and run further away from the grips of sanity. Don’t let the black dog chase you. Turn around and chase after it instead.
Find a support network amongst the gay community. As for your last question above, yes, there are some! The toxicity might just be from your own family. Sadly, sometimes you need to melentur the toxicity. Stay away.
Get a proper diagnosis. Can go to govt hospital. They do prescribe anti depressants.
This post has been edited by overthemoon: Nov 25 2020, 02:00 AM
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