it's not about how does it FEEL when 1st time having sex, my question is what where you THINKING when you 1st time having sex, may be you think, "omg!this is it, the moment i have waited to long, with the girl i love" or "omg, i don't expect this to happen tonight, i am not prepared yet, i don't even have domdom with me right now!" or may be you completely freak out and run away(psychologist said it's normal).

and then after your very 1st time having sex, what were you thinking?
so that's all i want to know.