QUOTE(acepilot12 @ Mar 21 2019, 03:54 PM)
I know many of us dare to think but don't dare to do. I mean like what if we really do so?
Like, we put down everything.. family/friends and leave this country for a long journey for about 5 or 10 years then we return home.
I wonder what will happen?
The reason why I think this way
I only live once
People always took my for granted, they will come to me and ask for help, later stopped replying me when it's done.
Including my best friends, or the closest one to me.
I'm worried to be alone, I have to stick with someone on whatever I do, I want to get rid of this attitude and learn to move on myself
Since i was a kid until now i'm 22, i always worry that someone leave me. Even my hamster die, i'll be very down
Just now went to visit my old grandma, when i was feeding her while she lying down on bed, suddenly she closed her eyes and paused for 10 seconds
i sat beside her and i was shock, i quickly tried to woke her and luckily she did, she was just tired.
Then on the way home, I kept thinking, what if my grandma leave me which is soon or later, I'm worry to face the real pain.
thank you for reading
Bro , u r too young to have this kind of thinking. When i am 22 , i was thinking how to make better life for my family ,thats all. Not fear of being lonely and mistake , i am almost 40 now and i have been diagnose and confirm i am one of person who had the rare sickness which is inherited in my family.Like, we put down everything.. family/friends and leave this country for a long journey for about 5 or 10 years then we return home.
I wonder what will happen?
The reason why I think this way
I only live once
People always took my for granted, they will come to me and ask for help, later stopped replying me when it's done.
Including my best friends, or the closest one to me.
I'm worried to be alone, I have to stick with someone on whatever I do, I want to get rid of this attitude and learn to move on myself
Since i was a kid until now i'm 22, i always worry that someone leave me. Even my hamster die, i'll be very down
Just now went to visit my old grandma, when i was feeding her while she lying down on bed, suddenly she closed her eyes and paused for 10 seconds
i sat beside her and i was shock, i quickly tried to woke her and luckily she did, she was just tired.
Then on the way home, I kept thinking, what if my grandma leave me which is soon or later, I'm worry to face the real pain.
thank you for reading
My suggestion to you :-
-Visit some place where u never visit b4 ,in or out of the country also can (To broaden your view)
-Read more , especially those books from motivated speaker (try to adopt their way of thinking)
-Try to change how u think, like u mention ur frends always take u for granted , if one day u found out ur fren is asking some other ppl help rather then u,they dun even bother to let u know (How do u feel?)
-Try not to afraid of loosing anything/anyone ,loosing things/ppl are part of life ,so often we need to face this kind of situation where things/ppl are drifting away ,they will not be there all the time ,u r too young to understand this ,but try to ask urself what have u learn everytime u loose things/ppl .
-Its ok to be scared ,ok to be down , we are human. But try not to be in this kind of emotion all the time , or even worse ,show it on ur face. No one like to see ppl with a sad face.
o ya , forgot to tell u , that my decease is un-curable and will only get worse, until one day i might die with some organ failure.