Mixed with wrong group of people. Got involved with some crazy shit. Got pinned for something i didn't do. I suspect someone set me up the bomb. But that's all in the past now.

Mind was clearer and sharper. Brain was more focused. Emotions was more stable.

Couple of months ago i deleted my Instagram, Facebook, social media etc. I left all the non essential Whatsapp groups. I stopped watching porn. I am starting to feel the benefits now.

not using electronic media for 2 years made me realize that over consumption of media is very toxic to the brain.

Main culprits that i discovered.

-Facebook
-Instagram
-Random Youtube videos (meaning you go on Youtube without specifically looking for something)
-Non essential Whatsapp groups
-Porn
-9gag etc etc etc (all those websites similar to 9gag)
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Working for a company

I didn't get any invitations to any family gatherings since i came out.

unfortunately no one want to piap piap me

on hold for abit.

what time wake up and what time sleep? And how do you suppose i tell the time when i am inside the prison? Ask the prison guard? Bang! Pukul berapa sekarang?

THERE IS NO FUCKING CLOCK INSIDE THE PRISON CELLS IN SUNGAI BULOH, INCASE IT IS NOT YET CLEAR TO YOU.

Basketball? BASKETBALL? No. There is no sports.

The wardens like to watch football, so sometimes the wardens gather 22 inmates and make a football game. Winner gets extra rations.

Got inmates that the warden choose as workers in the prison. Those "orang kerja" get extra food. You can identify which ones are the "orang kerja". They are fatter abit.

my passport died. i did not renew it yet.

I grew up in chaos. Grew up without parents, moving house 1 or 2 times a year, suffered abuse when i was young. I am no stranger to chaos.

different cell different loh.

1. No regrets in my life. It is because i went to prison that i found Islam and found hope to change my life in a different direction.
Majority of people live their life doing 1 thing and 1 thing only. Trying to be as comfortable as possible and trying to avoid pain as much as possible.
Do not fear pain, discomfort or suffering. Those things are a price for many good things. Obviously don't go looking for meaningless pain , discomfort or suffering.
Change is difficult and painful. Sacrifice is difficult and painful. Letting go off something is difficult and painful. Going to the gym is difficult and painful.
Accept pain, discomfort or suffering. Embrace pain, discomfort or suffering. Mutafuka, i am telling you, take pain, discomfort or suffering out for a nice candle light dinner, hold hands with her and bring her home and and fucking make love to her. Because if you want a better life, pain, discomfort or suffering will be right there till the day you die.
Pain, discomfort or suffering is a part of ,progress, winning, improving, change for the better, training, etc etc. all the good stuff.




2. There is no dabbling in a life of crime. You stick a finger in the pond, you get sucked in.
I did illegal businesses. Money was good, but no peace in my heart, no joy, no happiness (temporary happiness got bah) no purpose, no pride in myself, i hated myself.

I used to think i was a hardcore mutafuka because i can sleep at night peacefully with all the things i done and all the things i seen, but actually now i think its just sad because i am just desensitized due to going thru too much shit.

I know a few guys who retired from that life ( we can't leave that life but we can retire. Once u go in, there is no getting out. )
Main reason people retire is because of a girl, actually. Like the movie John Wick.
I have seen people go back to that life after they lost the girl. haha.

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i gave specific instructions to get a certain lawyer. A lawyer that i always use. (yeah, been on the wrong side of the law more than once)

I was introduced to this lawyer, first time i met him, he looked at me and said "one thousand". I said "pardon?". He said "oooonnnneeee thoooouuuusannnnd" like i was a retarded child that needed to be spoken to slowly.
I took out my wallet and counted RM1000 and put in hand. He flipped the money quickly (Nigga so used to that amount in cash that he probably know it was the correct amount by the weight alone) and he shoved it into his pocket. Then only we started talking. Nigga was good at what he do. A real professional. Top class. He made murderers walk from prison due to technicality.

Someone fucked up and decided that since that lawyer didn't answer the call, he would just call up another random lawyer instead.

So i got stuck with a bad lawyer that i never seen before.

Also, the DPP and the police had a hard-on for me too.



most probably

Not sure if there is enough material for a whole book tho.

Should be Chinese. I don't know my father's side of the family, and on my mom side, surname is Kim, but have you met any chinese named Kim? could be Korean?

4D, Gambling, Football Gambling, drug trafficking.


A crazy one, mostly.

Yeah, can get heroin and ice in prison. i had my share too. i traded my share for food. Doing heroin or ice in prison is really silly bah.

/k is a cesspool.

yes. Since prison

No, i lazy. Fuck that. If i wanted to be a busy bee, i would request transfer to Kajang.

In Kajang, every day you have to march outside.
In Sungai Buloh, everyday is 24 hours complete lockdown. Every week i see the sky once only when i go get my supplies from the Koperasi.

My sins, that is between me and Allah. Islam gives me peace, direction, purpose, guidance.

I didn't become a Muslim because i was looking for a way to erase my sins.

If you knew me before, you would have mentioned my other character flaws as well. I was not only a greedy and impatient person.

I was a hateful person, filled with anger,

i was prideful. I was envious.

I had lust for money, power, sex.

Sometimes i am those too, nowadays. But Islam provides guidance. Allah does not require perfection from us.



Btw, those monks are not practicing religion. They are meditating to reach another state of consciousness. It takes years to master the other state of consciousness.
Anything that removes yourself completely from the world is not religion.

People might die lol. The bacteria on the floor, walls, water, etc will cause serious sickness for strawberries that drink only filtered water nowadays.

My body was in a constant state of fighting off infections, when i was in prison.
Since i was young, i was playing in the dirt, earth, etc, i drink and eat without caring about cleanliness, so i wasn't so affected in prison.
Those that grew up in a sterile environment or didn't expose their bodies to some dirtyness, they were lying on the floor shaking most of the time, sick and feverish. Their bodies cannot handle the germs and bacteria.



I was super skinny when i came out.

My top form, i can qualify for Navy SEALS requirements, with 15 more to spare.

Navy SEALS requirements, not those pussy Ground Infantry or Airforce requirements.

Now my body koyak already, no gym for too long.

Popo fucked up.
They raid without Inspector, they raid in plain clothes. Did not ID themselves. Luckily i recognized one of the detectives. Or i would have reacted as if they were hitmen.
They break down the main door without warrant.
They wiretap the place without warrant.
Strike team contaminated the entire place with their fingerprints.
They used torture and failed. I just kept smiling , then the other popos said "forget it, this guy won't break". Popo need better torture techniques training. But then torture is illegal. But then torture is necessary sometimes.
The popo who tortured me was sooooo unnerved that he brought me to one side and said "BROOOOOOO, u know how it goes right? I was just doing my job. Don't angry yahhhh"
So i just gave a friendly smile and said " yeah, don't worry bout it"

Technically, they have no case. Was i guilty? Yes.

Popo changed tactics.
Popo offered me "help" in exchange for info.
Told them "Nigga, as much as i would loveeeeeee to help, if i talk to you, i will be dead on the main road in front of the balai when i walk outside this balai, bruv. I am not going to talk"
They asked a couple more times, then i kept saying no.
Finally they can't hold me in balai anymore longer because the judge won't approve the extension.
So they brought me to court. Fucked me over with some bullshit.

Boom!

Jail.

Because after i retired, i felt that praying to Guan Yu is abit silly. Yeah i still believe in brotherhood, duty, honor, etc etc etc buttttttttt.......anyways Guan Yu died many many years ago, i feel abit silly praying to Guan Yu.
And i don't really believe in Taoism, i just prayed during that time because it was a requirement.



Anyways, Islam provides peace, guidance, purpose, structure, moral compass, etc etc.
And i find that Muslims has a certain aura about them. Muslims are good people. i desire to be like one of the many muslims i met.



And to answer another of your question.

Of allllllll the sick fucks i have come across..... They fit into 1 of 2 categories.

A) They care nothing about religion. I am not talking about being Atheist. These people literally don't give a fuck if there is ALLAH or there is no ALLAH.

B) People who go tooooooo deep into any religion. Kiddy fiddling Catholic Priests. Scammer Greedy Manipulating Literally take money from church funds Protestant Pastors. ISIS. They take everything literally without using their brains.

Spirituality is important.





I don't know. I never needed medical surgery in prison. Most probably they sent to gov hospital with police guard.

If everyone in the world was Muslim, the world would be a much better place.

Protip , always plead guilty. It will be worse if I plead not guilty. More charges , higher sentence, etc etc etc

That's like the number one rule in court .

Alots of newbies plead not guilty and they learn their lesson the hard way.

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IT company

You observe those tribes that is cut off from civilization. They seem to be aware there is a higher power, there is ALLAH. They raise their hands and look to the sky, they scream and shout at the stars, they dance and they jump around making noises.

What difference between me and those tribes if i don't have the QURAN?

From the phrase bi-smi llāhi r-raḥmāni r-raḥīm, "In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful." we know that Allah is Gracious and Allah is Merciful.

From the Quran, i know that Allah does not require us to build pyramids and then tear out the still beating hearts of captured enemies as offering, like what the Aztecs were doing.

Without a messenger, humanity will be lost, we would be performing human sacrifices, praying to anything and everything like the Taoists, worshipping demons and other shit like that.

glass wall with telephone.

Yalor, dunno why people think i trolling. Doesn't fit their narrative then they dismiss as trolling

i dunno. maybe i helped set up servers for those shops? maybe handle all the IT stuff?



What kind of criminal activities are you talking about? if just a jaga kedai boy, then you will have to sit in lokap for awhile whenever you get raided, until someone come get you. and you get commission from the sales, so u better go buy food and drinks for the high rollers and reserve nice chair for them. robbbery at those kedai is very rare, no one in their right mind will rob a Triad business. the ones that rob are those kaki ice.

Maybe there was once or twice i noticed that someone cooked the books. Maybe i went with an enforcer to confront the culprit, maybe i witness many times first hand, that it is NOT a good idea to steal money from the Triad.


Oh, and why would you need to trade a normal life for criminal activities? Everyone in the Triad has a job and a normal life.

I always maintained a job when i was doing illegal stuff. Jobs that are flexible, property agent, insurance agent, salesman, etc etc changing companies when i get bored or get fired for always not showing up . Everywhere i go, i wear office wear, a long-sleeve shirt. I cut my hair short and neat, no dye. No tattoos. I drove around in a silver proton saga BLM (most common color and car model in malaysia).

On the other hand, we have the gangbangers. When one needs to get something done that required violence and getting hands dirty (stuff that Triad avoid as best as possible.), one would roll with those gangbangers, dyed hair, usually black tshirt and jeans and slippar, tattoos all over, scowl on their face, crazy wide shifty eyes because they are high on fucking ice all day. i hated working with those dudes, crazy unpredictable. A couple of my near death incidents was because of gangbangers and their nonsense. Don't do ice, kids.

And you can't just say "oh i wanna do some illegal activities", someone must bring u into the business. Don't PM me, i am retired.

Well, you stated that humanity no need guidance, can connect straight to God.

I was merely correcting your statement.

There is no SOP, torture is illegal.

But there are many many ways to cause physical pain to a person without leaving marks or causing permanent damage.