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TSab123
post Jan 11 2019, 06:33 PM, updated 6 months ago

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Long story short, I'm a student living with parents. Might suicide by carbon monoxide poisoning cause it feels lesser in pain the jumping off a 20 story building.

I have enough to move out, but only for 6 months

- Parents too over their heads, will never listen to me, both mom and dad self employed.
- My dad (A bankrupt), mom controls finance for the company
- Mom and dad don't believe me when I say I thought of suicide at the age of 9
- Mom and dad nags too much over little things
- Mom and dad overspends and relies on loans to pay back
- Mom with equity of 2 houses worth 3.4 mil (combined, rough figure)
- Parents company life line on overdraft, left RM 25,000 / RM 280,000. Monthly gross sales only RM 4,000+ & Their office building worth 1.8mil (roughly)
- Want to do stuff like hobbies but they'll always nag me of the mess even though I'll clean up, so, no motivation for hobbies as well

You can ask me more for details. I can share

One sided story, I know. But almost feel like letting go, will donate my savings and stuff (smartphone, guitar, etc...) to some random person if I truly let go.

This post has been edited by ab123: Jan 11 2019, 06:36 PM
TSab123
post Jan 11 2019, 06:38 PM

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Should I end it or quit studies and live on my own?

If I live on my own then I'll truly cut ties with my parents, 100% cut.
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post Jan 11 2019, 06:40 PM

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No one ever cale back from the dead to tell their stories. There might be nothing, or there might be a different world after death. However before you cross the line and reach the point of no return, try to give these guys a call.

http://www.suicide.org/hotlines/internatio...e-hotlines.html

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boca120879
post Jan 11 2019, 06:43 PM

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try to be closer with Islam

who knows

maybe you'll be able to get peace in life
Damage_bug
post Jan 11 2019, 06:43 PM

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you really have some serious problem there mate. but remember there's are other people very unlucky then you like people that struggle just to have 1 set a meal a day
TSab123
post Jan 11 2019, 06:45 PM

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QUOTE(Damage_bug @ Jan 11 2019, 06:43 PM)
you really have some serious problem there mate. but remember there's are other people very unlucky then you like people that struggle just to have 1 set a meal a day
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I know that people can't see themselves well and rely on others to shed light, so could you shed light on issues I have? You are free to share here, if you wish to.
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post Jan 11 2019, 07:00 PM

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QUOTE(ab123 @ Jan 11 2019, 06:45 PM)
I know that people can't see themselves well and rely on others to shed light, so could you shed light on issues I have? You are free to share here, if you wish to.
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from what i understand from your post, you have issues with your parent and your parents wont listen to you. maybe because you are still young. maybe they don't want you to make mistake like they did. how old are you anyway ?
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post Jan 11 2019, 07:03 PM

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If you are a chinese can consider to embrace a religion like Buddhism or christian, might be helpful and open up a new perception to you
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post Jan 11 2019, 07:06 PM

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QUOTE(Damage_bug @ Jan 11 2019, 07:00 PM)
from what i understand from your post, you have issues with your parent and your parents wont listen to you. maybe because you are still young. maybe they don't want you to make mistake like they did. how old are you anyway ?
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If you know my parents then you'll know they are assholes, living their lives behind masks, lying to themselves.

- Every few years (more than 7 occasions), my mom with fight with my dad because my dad will go find Indo women or widows. -From my mom.

- My dad won't listen that email scams saying that he has inherited millions from a dead person and really sends money to the scammers. I was scolded from trying to stop him.

- Mom nags unreasonably. Willing to pay for other peoples meals (friends) that costs around 1,000+ plus and do balance transfer or withdraw from housing loan and pay the interest with principal

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post Jan 11 2019, 07:18 PM

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Be thankful and grateful for what you have even if you feel miserable.

Just move out and do whatever you feel happy doing. Nobody is stopping you.

I'm speaking from personal experience.
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post Jan 11 2019, 07:33 PM

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How old are you? You can move out if you think your parent is the root problem..
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post Jan 11 2019, 07:36 PM

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Hi TS,

what's your hobbies?

do you have someone you like?
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post Jan 11 2019, 07:48 PM

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post Jan 11 2019, 07:52 PM

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QUOTE(ab123 @ Jan 11 2019, 06:33 PM)
Long story short, I'm a student living with parents. Might suicide by carbon monoxide poisoning cause it feels lesser in pain the jumping off a 20 story building.

I have enough to move out, but only for 6 months

- Parents too over their heads, will never listen to me, both mom and dad self employed.
- My dad (A bankrupt), mom controls finance for the company
- Mom and dad don't believe me when I say I thought of suicide at the age of 9
- Mom and dad nags too much over little things
- Mom and dad overspends and relies on loans to pay back
- Mom with equity of 2 houses worth 3.4 mil (combined, rough figure)
- Parents company life line on overdraft, left RM 25,000 / RM 280,000. Monthly gross sales only RM 4,000+ & Their office building worth 1.8mil (roughly)
- Want to do stuff like hobbies but they'll always nag me of the mess even though I'll clean up, so, no motivation for hobbies as well

You can ask me more for details. I can share

One sided story, I know. But almost feel like letting go, will donate my savings and stuff (smartphone, guitar, etc...) to some random person if I truly let go.
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you think your life is tough?

look around and see other people. They have 1001 problems yet they still go on with their lives.

Going out through suicide is the worst.


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post Jan 11 2019, 08:27 PM

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Just move out, if cut ties, then cut ties.
Start a new.

Or join foreign french legion
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post Jan 11 2019, 08:46 PM

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Reading your description, I can't see any reason why suicide is even a solution, or a good way out.

You're a student, and the best in life is really ahead of you still. So many things to experience and enjoy still, so why the heck give up on life? Don't!

Things, experiences, people that you never thought of will happen/appear in your life, or even if it never crossed your mind at all. Life gives you surprises, and you want to live as long as possible to see them unfold. When you grow old, you'll wish you could live longer!

Just move out then if you really want to. Build the life that you desire.

Those problems that you mentioned, aren't really your problems anyway. It's your parents', and they are adult enough to handle them on their own. They aren't expecting you to solve it for them.

Suicide is never a solution, and infact, gives more trouble to the people that you care for.

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ListenToTheWind
post Jan 11 2019, 08:57 PM

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Urm, so your parent fuck up their life and so you should kill yourself? Doesn't make much of a sense to me lor.
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post Jan 11 2019, 09:14 PM

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not gonna judge, but if you last longer than your parents, you get to inherit millions of properties, and then you can enjoy live.
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post Jan 11 2019, 09:18 PM

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Are you university age? If you are, why don't you finish your studies first, quickly get a job and then move out asap. It's only for a max of another few years?
Noyoudontcare
post Jan 11 2019, 11:03 PM

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But you can still live comfortably right?
I Think best ways are to find cousins or friends and start socializinf withh ppl that make u happy.maybe playing football, basketball, going to gym, photography with People with same interest as u...
Focus on studies First.. Once u have a degree u basically can do anything...
What about ur uncles aunts or relatives, anyone close to u

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