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ifourtos
post Jan 10 2019, 02:07 PM

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QUOTE(Wroetoshaw97 @ Jan 9 2019, 03:16 PM)
I'm 21 this year, I have confidence and social issues since young, and I have been mildly depressed since high school. I do not have much frens and only dated once but broke up after 2 months, and the relationship went really bad because of my immature behaviour.  Until this year, after taking a wrong medication, I'm left with non-threathening but extremely annoying and debilitating neuro disorder. I'm suffering from very bad eye floaters, tinnitus(ringing in the head), sound sensitivity and i get double hearig when people talk loud. I've visited to at least 10 doctors around the world, and all told me that there is no cure and i have to live like this for the rest of my life. I was already depressed since last time and this illnesses really spell the end of my journey in this world. The only thing keeping me alive is the support of my family, who have been throwing millions of dollars to keep me alive. They sent me to Uk for overseas education, bought me a continental car as a gift after graduation. The only form of hapiness i get now is to spend money on materialistic things. I feel like a failure in life, can never do anything right and just leeching off my parents.I'm currently working in my uncle's office to keep my mind off from these suicidal thoughts, but i just cant escape it... Im thinking of ending my life early but im scared i will hurt my parents who have invested so much in me as well as gave me so much love. I dont know what to do at this point, just feelin very stuck in life sad.gif  sad.gif
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Seek divine help

Go to church
Only hope
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post Jan 10 2019, 02:40 PM

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Those who never experienced severe depression before, imho, can only suggest but can't really offer real advice.
They don't know that when in depression, one will feel like in constant pain, which make the depressed person might do anything if only the pain will go away.
Only those who experience it but managed to survive, can offer some hope and comfort.

QUOTE(mousqy @ Jan 10 2019, 10:31 AM)
before suicide
try smoke weed, take cocaine, go cheong, take risk and if you really want take your life
go panjat gunung or something if you survive then its not your time yet
else just jump off at its peak
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QUOTE(Wroetoshaw97 @ Jan 10 2019, 10:35 AM)
I did it all in the UK before my illness came. That was what i was thinking. Go  travel and do all these yolo stuff. The remaining money in my acc i give charity. I'm really close to making this decision. My mind is so fked up i dont even know why
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Like what mousgy said, but go for higher cause volunteering stuffs a bit lah ... then if chances of fatality is high, at least your sacrifice will not be for naught and your name will be remembered; you might even make your family proud. But if you survive all the ordeals, you might come out a different man ... your physical pains might still remain but your mental strength might've increased exponentially.

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post Jan 10 2019, 03:15 PM

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QUOTE(ifourtos @ Jan 10 2019, 02:07 PM)
Seek divine help

Go to church
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Christianity only works if one is willing to put total faith in it. Otherwise, it only makes you worse.
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I can assure you guys the main reason why he wants to suicide is not because of tinnitus. tinnitus is just an excuse.
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post Jan 10 2019, 03:47 PM

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Suicidal tendency is a phase most people go through. Its okay, you go mess up and get wasted, you wont die. After that wake up and you will see the world more positively.
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post Jan 10 2019, 05:35 PM

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QUOTE(sylar111 @ Jan 10 2019, 03:15 PM)
Christianity only works if one is willing to put total faith in it. Otherwise, it only makes you worse.
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you misunderstood.

Books, Philosophy, Religion are useless.
I ask him seeking the God. not Christianity.


I been through that.
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post Jan 11 2019, 10:44 AM

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Come I was depressed before. I started doing small things, like folding your blanket, and making your bed clean, then upgrade clean room. Then house. Don't depend on maid. If you can clean your own toilet and room and house. You are already being useful. Wear facemask, clean the Attic. Find some hobbies like orchid cultivation, gardening. Ect don't think too much. Just get things done. I started small and the recovery that I have now is I am happily married. Life is not about being happy all the time but be responsible to yourself and not let the unhappiness take up all your time. Good luck.
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post Jan 11 2019, 10:53 AM

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QUOTE(Wroetoshaw97 @ Jan 9 2019, 03:16 PM)
I'm 21 this year, I have confidence and social issues since young, and I have been mildly depressed since high school. I do not have much frens and only dated once but broke up after 2 months, and the relationship went really bad because of my immature behaviour.  Until this year, after taking a wrong medication, I'm left with non-threathening but extremely annoying and debilitating neuro disorder. I'm suffering from very bad eye floaters, tinnitus(ringing in the head), sound sensitivity and i get double hearig when people talk loud. I've visited to at least 10 doctors around the world, and all told me that there is no cure and i have to live like this for the rest of my life. I was already depressed since last time and this illnesses really spell the end of my journey in this world. The only thing keeping me alive is the support of my family, who have been throwing millions of dollars to keep me alive. They sent me to Uk for overseas education, bought me a continental car as a gift after graduation. The only form of hapiness i get now is to spend money on materialistic things. I feel like a failure in life, can never do anything right and just leeching off my parents.I'm currently working in my uncle's office to keep my mind off from these suicidal thoughts, but i just cant escape it... Im thinking of ending my life early but im scared i will hurt my parents who have invested so much in me as well as gave me so much love. I dont know what to do at this point, just feelin very stuck in life sad.gif  sad.gif
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damn... i'm in your situation before, minus the oversea edu, conti car and million dollars spending.
f*** my life. i'm jumping.
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post Jan 11 2019, 04:28 PM

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Get a puppy or a kitten.

Maybe you will care for it so much it would help you to put aside these thoughts. At least for a while.
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post Jan 11 2019, 05:48 PM

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try acupunture
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post Jan 12 2019, 04:36 AM

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become a volunteer in charity organization,donate your money and help ppl then u will feel better and useful
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post Jan 12 2019, 09:13 AM

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Go ahead. You're a waste of oxygen anyway.
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post Jan 12 2019, 10:29 AM

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When you free? Wanna hangout? I had mild depressoon before, also contemplated suicide.

Let me know if you wanna hang. For a person with depression, being alone and not being able to share your thoughts with someone is the worst feeling.

I rrcommend seeking someone who will listen genuinely. I am that person hahaha
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post Jan 13 2019, 03:56 PM

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poor soul...

pm nekkid pic before die.

lelz.

pls check out some psychologist or phone up befirender before u decide to die.

and u dont need to flaunt the wealth for friends.

this illness is affecting 1 in 5 as per unker google so it is pretty common and depending on severity, it is not the end of the world yet.

No one can decide what's good for you and how you can continue the journey.

You make the decision and lead your life the way you wanted it to be.


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post Jan 13 2019, 03:58 PM

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I feel like a life in the mountains where the pace is slow and nature is calming will suit you TS. Perhaps you can try by checking out Japanese/NZ mountain regions as the people are generally nicer and the environment is good.

As you make a life for yourself there, you can also pick up useful skills like farming, cooking, fishing and the amount of people/noise will be minimal so you can live a peaceful and happy life.

At least that's how I'll imagine my life to be if I was in your shoes.

Don't think of yourself as useless and stop thinking about suicide because that never solves problems. Once you have a targeted lifestyle, take small steps in that direction and take note as you make progress, no matter how small. It will give you a sense of purpose and hopefully will help and heal you.

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post Jan 13 2019, 08:39 PM

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you can talk to me if you want to....i think we are of the same age....
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post Jan 13 2019, 08:45 PM

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QUOTE(ifourtos @ Jan 10 2019, 05:35 PM)
you misunderstood.

Books, Philosophy, Religion are useless.
I ask him seeking the God. not Christianity.
I been through that.
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Seek God? You see, route 1 to seeking God is to get rekt. So might want to reconsider.
Until then we're stuck on Earth with our philosophical musings et al
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post Jan 13 2019, 08:51 PM

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TS still got mood to buy car rims.....

QUOTE(Wroetoshaw97 @ Jan 11 2019, 04:12 PM)
I'm looking for min 19 inch for my mercedes.
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i guess TS have fun trolling us..
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post Jan 14 2019, 07:22 AM

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QUOTE(urnicksux2 @ Jan 12 2019, 04:36 AM)
become a volunteer in charity organization,donate your money and help ppl then u will feel better and useful
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+1
yes
please fill your time in volunteering jobs, then you will find more life's purpose waiting for you to explore
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post Jan 14 2019, 08:36 AM

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QUOTE(john123x @ Jan 13 2019, 08:51 PM)
TS still got mood to buy car rims.....
i guess TS have fun trolling us..
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YOLO maybe laugh.gif

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