QUOTE(Wroetoshaw97 @ Jan 9 2019, 04:08 PM)
Maybe your right. Ive actually discussed with my psychologist about this. Like when i look at what other people are achieving life( having many freinds, getting alot of girls, being socially good) i just feel that im missing out and i have to be the same. Im setting my bar too high.wah you got psychologist some more. I got one friend who was suicidal could not even afford doctor.
See? you got so many benefits, please good use of them and appreciate that you are much better than everyone else.
how many people can be socially good? I don't have the stats, but maybe 20% of society? Can't be that everyone is socially good and influential. Perhaps there is a personality test and classification. In this world, there are many people with different characteristics. Some are good in doing technical stuff, some people are good at talking, some people are good in making people like them, some people are good at analytics, etc etc. You have to find out what is your personality.
Reason why you are hating yourself, is because you want to become someone that you are not - ie a socially good person with many friends. I don't have many close friends but I don't find anything wrong with this.
You are born in this age...there is budget airline...cheaper travelling..internet age, plus you have psychologist, loving parents and continental car. Omg...how can you life be terrible? When I was young, I hardly travel overseas, because my parents could not afford it, due to then, no such thing as budget airline.
You've got a big source to explore...use it.
Please lah, get a lot of girls is equating to happiness? sorry to say, that's really shallow thinking. Charlie Sheen had lots of chicks - you think his life was happy? Its not prove of happiness.