I also long time gamer. I pursuit become dota 2 pro end up failed as I play in sea server most toxic places in the world. my mmr keep dropping instead of increasing. Actually quiiting dota 2 a lot of benefit. u tend u to talk better without inner secretly hate people. I play sea server now I feeling hate pinoy don't want become their friend in realife as they destroyed my dream become pro game. I tried my very best already always solo queue expose a lot flaw factor. play until mentally ill. physical grown fat, entire world call you retarded and call you idiot. lots more..dota 2 is very very addictive game instead of fun. if u fun why you feel angry and frowning at people? if u cannot quit just limit your play time if u miss it sometimes. I quited dota 2 1 week .. I feel very miss the game and keepc oming back....cant be helped...I have beat mushi one on one in a pc expo..everyone when crazy..for me such a lot rank ppl can beat pro gamer....sponsor offer me become pro gamer but I reject..i feel that I work so hard until today and pawned every single ounce of my mental and health now u just easy easy offer me this sponsorship. go fuck yourself la!