Hi,

Frankly speaking I do not know what to write in this thread. I have been feeling hopeless in life. Wanted to get help but it is way to expensive and company does not cover for such high medical expenses. I went to Befrienders before, but they seems like listening to problems only instead of solving your problem and for government I heard it is waste of time going there. I have also went to counselling session for around half a year it did help, but I am not fully recovered and this discomfort problem still comes once in awhile.

Currently I have been in some kind of discomfort feelings which makes me not feeling like doing anything.

I have tried exercise, it did help but not fully.

I have tried meditate, but it doesn't seem helping much either.

After trying a few ways and still I don't feel that I am in a very good shape yet and that will lead me to a thought that I am hopeless.

Anyone can let me know what should I do to make things better?

I do have friends, but not much.

Nope. I do not have obesity, but I do want to grow fatter instead. XD

not really. I am kinda introvert.

my closed friends knew my problem, but they have their own live. I can't bother them all the time.

Frankly speaking I wanted to look for a professional to find the root cause, but too expensive.

nope i am not dating.

yes I need guidance to be exact. I have several friend listen to my stories, but most of them just listen.

Yes that is why I wanted to look for professional, I have went to some where similar to befrienders, they did give some guidance but still I feel lost.

I think I know what it is, but still it torture me once in awhile.

yeah that is one of my concern that is why i am looking for help in online community. i have visited to therapist once before it cost 250 for an hour. it is quite expensive.

no i have no idea.

I am trying. Music helps a bit but not much. My close friend had their partner. I would not like to disturb their precious time with their other half. Anyway I have tried to clean up my room just to ease myself a little bit.

Anyway I feel better now. Thanks a lot ^^

actually they did, when my friend brought me along, he will bring his gf as well. I just feel that I am in the middle of disturbing them that is why.

I just watched movie with my friend just now and I feel quite uncomfortable currently.

Problem is I don’t feel any better doing meditation and I don’t feel enjoy which what I used to enjoy.

yeah it is better, compare to something happened before, but there is this uneasy feelings following me.