i got a confession!

although i dont like to do this but here goes...
i need to know what you think about this situation.

sorry if i just barged in like this without any introduction... i prefer it this way.
current situation:

im in KL, shes is Singapore.
im malay, shes chinese,
shes gorgeous, and im mad about her.

but.... shes only sends one photos,
its been goin on for 10 month since before new year in an online game.
last 3 month shes been away, cant contact her. until now. (talked like we were friends T.T)

wanted to exchange phone numbers, but at that time she said it was busted,
so i tell her "why dont u give me when u got 1" so i gave mine, still no contact.

shes kinda a shy shy person,

in the 3 no contact month period i was about to give up, but instead were started talking again....

i know there so many complication in a multinational-racial relationship but....

i dont know what to do rite now...

sometimes shes soo secretive... and forgetfull...

well if your in my shoes what will you do?

or theres something wrong here... ~~"

p/s: im not always active in this forum, so i wont reply that soon