most memorable(-ish) encounter:
there's once i snapped, about 4pm i was driving to kelana jaya from jalan ipoh for a meeting, project is kinda falling apart, dateline cant meet and my partner was being pushy, gf acting up because im busy cant really help her. suddenly i just snap and it felt like im just a passenger, someway somehow, i knew i was losing it and quickly share my live location to my other partner without knowing why. i ended up at sg besi-salak selatan, there's some emergency stop there, idk how i manage to stop there. i was banging my head against steering from one of the witness. got some bruises and cut idk how it got there, but i think i been banging quite hard in autopilot mode. after that i ended up in npe for some reason.

thanks to all my friends who came over and bought me drinks.

some smaller encounter:
1) this was when i was a teenager, idk for what reason i was arguing with my dad. autopilot mode for awhile, i woke up my brother told me i threw knives at him.

2) random small skirmishes with a lot of shouting, banging etc. usually happens when things are not according to plan and being stressed.

im pretty sure there's something inside, but i dont really dare to face it, i try to calm myself down and let things slide as much as i can nowadays.

This post has been edited by LimauKering: Jun 29 2019, 12:30 PM