QUOTE(unknown warrior @ Jul 23 2017, 10:11 PM)
Hi, I haven't got to know you so...I'm might be presuming somethings.
I think it's more than prayer, it has to do with life itself.
Well, there's basically 2 opposing forces of 2 different world/kingdom that's competing for your Life. It all depends on where you put your heart in. If you spend your life chasing after the things of this world, you need to know, this world is designed to hinder the interest of God and to make God elusive in many ways.
It's the powers behind that system that's causing this.
You can pray a simple prayer for God to help you see this and to help you understand God...it may sound like an ironic prayer but God does answer such prayers.
Thanks but...I don't know whether it'll work, I mean, I asked for signs, and I prayed many, many times, only to feel I'm drifting further apart. I'm not even sure if God is deliberately doing this to punish me, or if He wants me to be patient, or whether I wasn't praying correctly, or whether if, anything. I mean I needed only 1 sign, but I'm not even sure if they are signs or not. I don't understand God just wouldn't talk straight to me...it's just, I dunno, it hurts when you want someone to respond, but you can't hear them at all no matter how much you want to.