QUOTE(karkar8811967 @ Nov 3 2017, 02:39 PM)
last year i had an accident, i break few bone
two of them are on my ribs and the breaking point is near to the spine.
during that time, i lay on the ground and i tot i break my spine and i going to be paralysis for life
i was being paranoid
during that time i pray, i never pray before.. i dun believe in god and especially Christianity..
i think all is bullcrap
but everything turn out fine.. i have fully recover and back to 50% of my strength now
the 1st question i want to ask is, why am i praying to jesus during that time?
personally, i think is due to the media.. i watch lot of american sitcom, there is always someone mentioning christianity in somewhere
the 2nd question is, why am i praying... i dun believe in god (in any form) and if there are god, i hate him/her/its for all the shit that happened to me and to the world.
But why, why am i praying???
3rd question is, what if my prayer was heard by god and god help me pass through that difficult time. what should i do?? pray to him? thank him?? believe on god?
what if i just ignore it?
everything doesnt make sense..
thanks
Your 2nd question intrigue me because I had the same problem as you did (before I accepted God), I felt like almost everyday (this was years ago) it's like the whole world is against me, bad things happening frequently and I had no peace, don't feel secure.
All that slowly reduced (after I accepted God) when I seek God's protection. Today my life is in God's hand and I see many blessings..the reverse happened.
That's all I want to say.
You can say a prayer of thanks if you want to.
You can also say a prayer of seeking God to reveal himself to you, if you want to, there's no harm.
This post has been edited by unknown warrior: Nov 3 2017, 03:14 PM