QUOTE(Sophia Logica @ Jul 24 2017, 03:28 AM)
Thanks but...I don't know whether it'll work, I mean, I asked for signs, and I prayed many, many times, only to feel I'm drifting further apart. I'm not even sure if God is deliberately doing this to punish me, or if He wants me to be patient, or whether I wasn't praying correctly, or whether if, anything. I mean I needed only 1 sign, but I'm not even sure if they are signs or not. I don't understand God just wouldn't talk straight to me...it's just, I dunno, it hurts when you want someone to respond, but you can't hear them at all no matter how much you want to.
Perhaps you have a wrong view/understanding of God that's hindering your prayer...I call it wrong belief system or in Bible lingo, wrong sort of faith.
First you need to establish, God is not out to punish you. There are many verses that speaks of this. One such example.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19 (NIV) - All this is from God, who reconciled us to himself through Christ and gave us the ministry of reconciliation: that God was reconciling the world to himself in Christ,
not counting people's sins against them. And he has committed to us the message of reconciliation.
See the word there "not counting"? That is an accounting word in definition in the greek. (NT was recorded in Greek) So you need to get erroneous understanding out of your system.
Second we need to understand, we cannot force our view/expectation what we think about God, that God must react in the way of our view/expectation. I give you 1 example, there are Christians who tell me today God no longer work healing because the way people heal is not the same as in the Bible, they will quote in the Bible everyone was healed instantly so they expect the same to happen today.....the argument is that today's healing are slow...they take time, so it's natural body healing and it's not from God some may go as far as to say it's from from the devil if someone says God still heals today.
I can easily debunk that sort of reasoning, during the Bible time, majority of the noted Man/Woman of God could easily hear the audible voice of God, so if today we don't hear the same "audible" voice of God, like Moses did,, like Elijah did, like Jonah did, like Paul and all the disciples did then how? then does it mean the Christian life is no longer valid, God ceased to exist or no longer speaks today? Do you see how flawed our own reasoning can be?
Third, God has instituted Faith as the core style of the Christian Life. Without Faith it's impossible to please God. Is Faith meant to be used only once or twice when we need God? No, Faith is to be used daily, the rest of our Christian Life until we die. If we give up on faith along the way, we have not complete what God require of us as Christians. You have seen the notable great Man of Women of God, how God move mightily in their life. How God responded to them so consistently. Do you think they had it easy? No, they went through the same training which I believe you need to go through. Without Faith, our Christian life is incomplete.
I've always propagated robust faith, stubborn faith or aggressive Faith if you will, because I believe some of you needed it to understand and see God move.
To further elaborate, God the father reside in the 3rd Heaven (highest Heaven) and Lord Jesus Christ has risen and was taken up, now resides in the same place as Father God in Heaven. God has given us his 3rd trinity part...the Holy Spirit to be with us here on Earth. This is how God communicates with us, through his Holy Spirit, through his word in the Bible. And God has made it in such a way because He instituted Faith as the core living of the Christian Life. If God were to openly speaks, then Faith is no longer required and that would contradict what He has instituted for everyone.
And why Faith? So that everyone has equal opportunity to know God, everyone will have equal ground because anyone from the disabled to the rich can learn to believe. If God were to instituted strict adherence to his laws so that only those who successfully adhere then He will only speak, then not everyone can do that. It would not be fair of God, would it?
And about signs. When you asked in Faith for God to show you a sign, it may be within a short time or a long time. Whichever it is, you can see the same signal being given to you from various people, from your environment..whatever it is, you will know in your spirit..that there is a peace and you're not troubled in seeing the same thing being spoken through different vessel (people or environment, things). If you have unrest and no peace about it, then that is not a sign from God. It could also be a "NO" as your answer because God may have something else in mind for you.