I don't know how you act in front of her but women are attracted by one's strength of character. If you are constantly an emotional wreck or not one to stand up for yourself, it can be a real turnoff. Next time you have an argument, let her be the one that comes crawling back. If she doesn't then she wasn't worth it anyway.

Commiting suicide is the act of a coward if you ask me. I mean no offence but it's taking the easy way out. Instead of solving problems, suicides take their lives and in fact, cause problems for their loved ones. It is easy to smile when times are good but it is when times are bleak does our strength of character truly be tested.