For starters,this is my first job. Going to be almost 9 months here. I work for a retail property management company( finance department) my job consist of monitoring retail property rental leasing, and many others that affect our monthly billing, including short-term rental (ie; event/advertisement). My work also consist of income reporting to submit to upper management for their monthly stakeholders meeting.
I find myself missing deadlines and missed out on my daily work tasks that it starts to affect others. We have a trickle-down task-line. I keep having documents gone missing as my workdesk is just a pile of documents and papers.
My coworkers have to constantly remind me to do XYZ or correct XYZ. My direct supervisor has explicitly tell me she is recording all my mistakes and missed datelines. I find myself working nonstop once I step into the office at 9am, almost daily having to leave at 9pm, still things aren't getting done.
I feel extremely incompetent ; I feel like I should quit and find a job that isnt so complicated. But here comes my dilemma, I have made some pretty close friends during my time here, my boss has been extremely patience with me, giving me guidance and i feel that if I quit im going to be such a disappointment and betrays her. I don't hate my job, i enjoy the time i had spent here. The benefits is good, the pay is okayish for a fresh grad, the location is good.
During my appraisal, my supervisor can only say that I have a good attitude, I am always willing to listen, and offer a helping hand to others. And besides me being a nice person, I dont seems to have any salvageable skills that can proof myself to be a asset to the company.
I feel like I should quit because they can anytime employ someone better me, I feel like a burden at work, cant seems to get my tasks getting done properly.
This post has been edited by NathanJeans: Jan 18 2017, 10:51 PM
I feel very incompetent at work., Feel like i should quit.