i know..but now i realise what i want to do already..and i know i'm not committed and have enough passion to do it..since i know it ad..acting fast rather than sitting down doing nothing is much better rite?plus rite now my studies keep on getting disrupted coz my chest gets pain out of nowhere then go check up again..then 3 days cannot go school..thx for ur suggestions and advise..really appreciate it

now the only thing that stops me from goin back is whenever i think about the money tat will get wasted..huge amount...might as well stay here...can't afford to lose that much..thx anyway

i think i've made my parents understand...they are willing to let me go back and find out for myself what i really want..thx alot guys

i used to be in lincoln..'Graduated' there last yr..would be glad if u require assistance