I dunno why i am feeling depressed. Most of my friends just ignore me and dont tell me where they are going or going to do whenever i am with them. Recently, i hurt myself and could not move. I am staying alone in my apartment and asked in the group whether they have some medicine that i could use. None of them replied and even when i called them they didnt bother to ask what happened to me. They just said they dont have and hung up the phone. So i called my parents and asked them what traditional medicine or substance to apply. And now i am recovering and yet none of them called to ask about my condition. I have realised they will be nice to me when they need something from me. This is depressing and i seriously dont know how to handle this anymore. Sometimes i think i should just go away from everyone  and never come back ever again. Even though, i have been experiencing these kind of situations in the past, i think i cannot handle it anymore.