I never thought I'll have a reunion with my friends, not like this. Guys, if your friend ever uttered, "I'm depressed, I'm sad, I'm devastated."
If they start acting psychotic and weird or start taking drugs, getting into any form of addiction, these are all symptoms of depression. Please don't ignore those signs.

Tonight I bid my friend farewell and no one will understand why he did it.

Student stressed; decide to end his life
http://www.chinapress.com.my/?p=830995

Honestly, he had it all, he's smart and charming. But why didn't he see that it's okay to fail once or twice or more, it's so sad.

He was a quiet guy. He kept telling all his friends that he was okay. He was in India, everyone thought he was doing okay. He requested for so many outings in the group before, some did hang out with him, the rest didn't really care. And now this.

He went missing from his house once.

1st suicide attempt: He cut himself deeply and was bleeding heavily. Got sent to hospital and recovered. He said, "Why didn't you give me another 30mins so I could die". His parents knew he was attempting suicide since in India, Jon asked his mum to stay with him until exam finishes, they tried to take away all the blades and sharp objects, but he still managed to find one to cut himself.

2nd suicide attempt and it was successful. Damn, I can't even say how he did it.

In between, there were so many attempts. It took him a year from 1st incident until this.

I heard from friend that he has been lingering around the condos in attempt to jump.


It hurts to see. It hurts even more when you as a friend, didn't get to tell him.

This post has been edited by violetlace: Nov 12 2016, 02:35 AM

u know him real life friend?
r.i.p
and remember give befriend a call...for futher help

This post has been edited by kundek: Nov 12 2016, 09:52 AM

RIP your friend..
no one knows why? well cause nobody cares about him, people seemed to just ignore him based on your story.
Nowadays so many selfish people, easy to be a suicidal person

having depression =/= failure

dont give stupid stigma on ppl - u dunno anything abt depressive disorder and u dont know how painful to suffer in it

if u really care abt him ,you will learn more abt this illness and bring him to see psychiatrist / psychologist

symptoms of depressive disorder

a) panic attack
b) lack of appetite
c) insomnia / hypersomnia
d) loss of memory
e) weird pain
f ) fatigue

etc

can u imagine a life with all these pain ?

anyway ,hope that u move on from this pain soon

This post has been edited by mors sola: Nov 12 2016, 09:24 PM