QUOTE(ohsome @ May 31 2017, 03:03 AM)
Sometimes I really wonder if I should just quit.
I am still working offshore on a pretty regular basis as compared to my colleagues, considered as one of the lucky ones. Huge paycheck cut is confirmed and will be executed pretty soon. Some of my friends are telling me ''dude at least you are not retrenched, be grateful'' but a lot of things just does not feel the same anymore.
When I first joined the oil and gas industry after graduating few years back, I was so motivated. This is the industry I want to be in, work hard, do not complain, keep learning, you are on the right track, stomach it and there will be good career development waiting for you ahead, you will get to rise to the top, those are the things I kept telling myself.
Few years down the road, my belief has been shaken. I have seen so many people got retrenched, sold their houses, cars, bikes, divorced, family broke down etc etc. How long is it gonna take for things to recover? Or will things remain as they are forever? Is this the end of oil and gas? Is this a sunset industry? At the current pace of technological advancement, and Tesla innovations do we need oil and gas still? If they keep cutting my salary is it still worthwhile spending my time away from family for the sake of making a living? Will I be the next one to go? If no, how will things turn out in the next 10 years? Will I lose my job when I have kids to raise in my mid 30s? What can I do then? Should I start afresh somewhere else? What can I do now? If I were to restart my career in other places, what if I realize it is not the right one for me again and lose another few more years? There are countless and countless of questions I am asking myself everyday. And I do not have the answers.
I am so confused and lost. Appreciate if anyone could shed some light.
Thanks..
It is hard decision for O&G. As of now the only project to resume is downstream yet not so many O&G experts esp. upstream can enter this division as they also have their own people.
Everyone is looking to shift other industry but the monthly commitment and expenses take into consideration i.e different experiences and pay scale for wages, I am told others industries are not in favor to take O&G due to own reason and subject.
Some of us have spent many years to keep learning and support this industry and now it comes to the lowest and silo industry.
Definitely this industry will not pick rapidly in very near soon and I also keep on asking myself what gonna happen to us which already in mid level either to carry on with the job which already at slow pace and everyone is waiting name are selected to be retrench or start to do others i.e business, sales for those who have money or balik kampung stay together with parents or doing any job at kampung.
For those who are nearby to retirement this is the best step for them and for fresh graduate there are always a good move to start learning new task in any industry.