I first met her when we were 17 years old, her class was next to mine but we met at Chemistry tuition.
She saw me sitting by myself, still a loner after all these years.
And she took me in, I joined their pack and be the only guy.
After some times, I fall in love with her and everyone see it from my eyes including our teacher.
However I did nothing back then because her first love went terribly and she never accepted since (as I noticed that a lots of girls do the same).
Almost 1 year later I confessed and rejected, as expected.
But we continued as friends for all these year, until last year we contacted even more frequent.
She mentioned she is unhappy at work and me being me, hold her hand and hug her, basically being her shelter for several days.
Note: she always mentioned we are just friends and will never be anything more, and I'm ok to be her friend and pretend I am of without feeling.
However after being her shelter for several days, I found out that she has a bf (1st time after all these years).
I saw them having dinner because I'm having dinner there too.
The reason it hurts so much is because, when I saw her smile while talking to that dude, I realized I never saw that previously.
She is more happy in front of a guy she knew for months, but not the person that is there for her all these years.

This post has been edited by SMB002: Jun 7 2016, 03:06 PM

long story short...
better move on

Yes, I cut her out of my life. Or else my future potential (might be non existence) love life might be affected.

she is so funnie

Demm feel

So deep in friendzone, we are almost like sis.

Yeah, I'm graduating by that time. And I developed writer block for my final year project, I'm lucky I could graduate.

The level of shrunken balls, is more than 101%

Yeah I know. I always think that being there for her is more important than myself.
One of the stupidest thing I've ever done.

now u learned that you cannot be solely ''friend'' with someone that you're attracted.
Doing so will make yourself full of shits
Agree to her terms and waiting like....?
Fucking no!
Make your intention clear.
You're born with a dick, when a dick erects, it's hard, straight, and your intent shall be the same!

This post has been edited by sokiahlee: Jun 6 2016, 11:49 PM

Congrat.

Well she did hits and mentioned just to be friends and you did get some experience to love someone.

Time to move on. You can found a better one who really into or care about you and not just get your attention like when they need you only look for you.

Focus on your dream, love can be found around your family, they are the 1st who care about you. Good luck on your next love life.

Forget about her and move on. Go pickup girls.

when you're not it, you'll never be it! regardless how much effort you've put in. cutting ties is a wise choice.... or just be plain cold to her from now on. You dont need her in your life anyways since she was the one who dragged you in. Why not hang out more often with the others in that "pack" hahaha

All of her friends knew about us, like I said the way I look at her is so obvious even our teacher could see it.
Btw, yes I'm still friend with them. Only cut her out.

What is a writer block? o.O

I am sorry to hear what you have experienced. Truth to be told, we all also have our own bad experiences. I guess, that is when you experienced something so bad that you realized that it's not worth to continue to hold on it and let it go. And also realized that sometime this world is indeed unfair.

Even rainbow and Sunshine do not last... but it will appears after a bad thunderstorm So please don't feel suicidal.. please never give up but seek for what is important for you. Think of what you want, what is your aim.. who is your dearest people... The hope surely still there... sometime things can be blessing in disguise...so always have a light in your heart even you have hit rock bottom

This post has been edited by LaVilla.: Jun 7 2016, 02:29 PM

Writer block is a disability where one could not write, mainly suffered by novelist.
Well, I'm still holding to my dreams. I have dreamed to be a scientist since I was a kid.
Currently aiming toward the path of physicist, nonetheless I still wish that there are someone to walk the path together.
But I understand, nobody will want to walk through the tough path with me, people just prefer to reap the fruit of your hardwork.

long story cut short, she thinks you are not the one for her.

you been friendzoned.

she wants attention, and come to you for emotional attention, that's all.

girls want to be chased, not show pity or give mercy to a quiet guy. this is usually so, because girls want a champion. If she see you alone and just want to look after you, means she just treat you as a friend.

I see. Thank you for explaining it to me

At least you are not at total lost and have a dream. I am glad to hear that ^^

In today's society in Malaysia.. still have people willingly to walk through the tough part with you, just that you have to pinpoint them out

Heh, I wonder what's the odd.
Of course there would be people like that, but it is very unlikely for us to actually met one.

Your faculty maybe?

I have met a lot of really impressive and motivated people in University ^^ They are really determine and progressive on what they are passionate for.

Not much female in science, even lesser for Master I think.