You had done a very good step by posting it here ...

You need a ears to released ur tense ... Nothing much can advice here as depression need to know more about you ...

Common advice... Life have to go on, if we do the correct thing sky falling down oso u no need to scad ..

Pls get a good sleep n don cry ... Not enough sleep will make ur life miserable ... If u are sleepless pls get sn advice from doctor ...

Don suicide ... You had do nothing wrong to end ur life ... Go to cheers ur life up ... Don allocate too much time doing nothing at home ... Go waste sometime at cinema ...

Good luck dude... Wish u the cery best