hey, u are wrong. this problem should talk to ur family and only family can help u by advising u and clear ur doubt and create a path this only works if u have that kind considerate family member. tell urself happy also 1 day no happy also 1 day why dont happy everyday. then find something u like. stay with ur mom take care ur mom. always meditate by advice to urself. self talk with ownself to help urself if there is no one help. life is hard but if one think positively, simple , dont compare and dont ambitious then u will be ok. all the best.