Look at you!You are lost!First get yourself back to the right track.How?First calm down and clear your mind.Find out the real problem(s) behind.Sometimes,things are not that bad.A lot of bad things happen because one leads to another(Vicious circle).Therefore, you need to be calm and clear enough to identify reasons behind all those bad happenings. Because after all,everything happens for (a) reason(s).But you've got to be strong to do all these by yourself. If you can't, then there will always be people/professionals out there who can help you in this. Pick up some hobbies.What makes you happy?You have to find out.Like what others said, you need some friends or call the befrienders?But remember, no matter what happens, never give up your life! You only live once. It's selfish and stupid.So,all the best to you and your future!Keep smiling. [COLOR=purple]