QUOTE(xein @ May 11 2016, 06:28 PM)
That's great. 
But i guess it is my parent's expectations and the environment i was brought up that results me in seeking comfort in model kits, figures and games...
If i found a woman i want to truly make her my wife, i'll marry and love her. I'll forget the toys and games if she truly loves be back. I kept telling my parents this. But they kept wanting me to marry their choice...
Sometimes i see myself in my toys... as if i'm treated like a toy by my parents. You can try to resist or retaliate but they'll always win...
I kept telling my parents that this is my life, at least let me decide who i marry... it's a life time commitment sharing your life.
And lately i kept feeling chest pains everytime they tell me to throw away the toys and get married...
Oh, well this week i already sold off some of my toys for 1/5 of their original value... a lot more to go....
I'm going to be sick starting next week but taking a vacation is no longer an option....
Hopefully i can build gundams in my free time at my new workplace...
I guess it's more about drawing a fine line between life and hobby, unless u're so obsessed with any hobby to the point that you neglect other things and spend whole days on the hobby then it could be a problem, otherwise it's an hobby to kill time after all, same like people who play instrument, painting etcBut i guess it is my parent's expectations and the environment i was brought up that results me in seeking comfort in model kits, figures and games...
If i found a woman i want to truly make her my wife, i'll marry and love her. I'll forget the toys and games if she truly loves be back. I kept telling my parents this. But they kept wanting me to marry their choice...
Sometimes i see myself in my toys... as if i'm treated like a toy by my parents. You can try to resist or retaliate but they'll always win...
I kept telling my parents that this is my life, at least let me decide who i marry... it's a life time commitment sharing your life.
And lately i kept feeling chest pains everytime they tell me to throw away the toys and get married...
Oh, well this week i already sold off some of my toys for 1/5 of their original value... a lot more to go....
I'm going to be sick starting next week but taking a vacation is no longer an option....
Hopefully i can build gundams in my free time at my new workplace...
May 11 2016, 06:35 PM

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