Hm..
When i read urs..somehow i think mine is not brutal as urs.
But a lil bit similar.but at last i think yeah god will not give things that we cant handle
Until now..i still trying to cope with my memories.with the people.with dont care attitude..i try to not to care about other people.believe me.if we are too care..the damage will happen on us.not to those people.
I do cry sometimes.i do ask myself..why this that.
Later i will say to myself...not all people is like u..no at all people is kind.some people are so selfish til they dont even know their actions are selfish..
If the world is full of kind,not selfish type of people then this world is in peace
Although i met new friends..yet sometimes i do feel sad..anxiety..the memories hunting me.
I did listen to some stories from friends..more brutal..haha
And i think the problem is im hoping for things that will not happen..
Im not letting go 100%..
While im typing this..i feel sad to myself...
I just want to be better..i just want myself free..free from all.
I do run.exercise.thats all i do for now..
Maybe we should hang out together sometimes