hirano Hi hirano. First of all, a very big friendly hug for you. I could understand the pain of whats going on. But I know I could never understand your problem and what are you facing. If there is one thing common between us that I would know and understand the feeling, is pain. I wish I could do more for you but I am too seeking help to cure myself. If this is something good to hear, I pray you get better and dont ended up like me. So please get better.