broke up with best friend of many years, cannot stand his attitude. many pent up anger and resentment, but i just deal with it because im too afraid to be alone.
but after the past few weeks i just decided i've had enough and decided its better if we just go our own ways.

now.....suddenly i have so many free time on my hand. i've got other friends(from workplace, mutual friends), but they're just acquaintance people i deal with from time to time.