I'm not seeking for advice for posting this. Just want to rant.

Earlier today, I received whatapps message from someone. He is my ex. He was drunk, messaged me said that he missed me, and that I have no idea how much he loved me. bla bla bla.... Finally he admit that I'm a good girl (When in relationship, he always complaint that I'm bad gf). And regretted for everything that happened. I have the feeling that he wants the relationship back.

Why is it people always only know to cherish things after they have lost them? Only realized that they needed us after we're gone. Seriously, I dont really have faith in love anymore. Always have bad impression towards guy that trying to be friend with me. Living in paranoid. I'm tired. It's not I'm regret for scarified too much in relationship. Just.. feel tired.  But, at the same time, I'm happy with my single life now. No regret!

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