I'm not particularly supportive of you, TS, since you mention points that is against the societal norm without specifying the context, allowing me (and possibly many others) to just brand you as an ungrateful brat although we do not know your story

Well, that's irrelevant

Context and situation aside, it really depends on what you want TS. If you are a believer of your thread, you are a rational, efficient person. The only problem is that a very rational and efficient person is unlikely to be a happy person (by society's description at least). I would guess that you can accept solitary and is living a happy enough life by your own definition but really, when you're a person who enjoys solitary (and probably proud of it in your own way), you should learn to keep it to yourself.