i have been having heavy stress due to the acnes and acnes scars on my cheek! i always feel that i am the ugliest guy in the world. Acnes, scars and my chubby cheeks just undermine my confidence and social skills. When talking to people, i will rarely look at them while talking.

i just hate looking at the mirror, every time i look at the mirror, i just feel like dying. There are times, when i was crossing the road, i wish it would be good if a car can hit me and i die so i don't have to suffer anymore, as you all know, acnes, scars and the chubby cheek (due to genetic problem) are unable to get rid.

BUT NOW, i am graduated, i will have to step in the society, start working, start facing all the people around. i feel stress. i always ask myself a question. "why i am the unlucky one, why i have to bear all these pains?"

is this a sign of depression? sad.gif

I have taken accutane treatment for 6 months. It is now considered under control but there are times acnes break out. Also, i heard my friend said that there are some side effects for doing laser. My friend has done his laser treatment for 3-4 times, and now everytime when he goes out, he can't exposed to to sunlight. It hurts his face real bad. (ie. redness on the face especially the cheek part due to the thinner layer of the skin after laser)

I have taken accutane treatment for 6 months. It is now considered under control but there are times acnes break out. Also, i heard my friend said that there are some side effects for doing laser. My friend has done his laser treatment for 3-4 times, and now everytime when he goes out, he can't exposed to to sunlight. It hurts his face real bad. (ie. redness on the face especially the cheek part due to the thinner layer of the skin after laser)

Newer fractional laser skin resurfacing actually builds new collagen in the skin and thickens the skin. There should be no long term damage....