If she doesn't want to answer my call or sms me at least like we used to, I don't think she will ever wants to see my ugly face again. It's my fault actually. I should never got too carried away and fall in love with an angel like her. I should know where I stand..

No offense but karma my ass. Now, I believe in nothing. Do you hear me God???

dude.  SHE feigned interest and betrayed your affection!  be clear on that.

I'm really sorry about your conditions. Really, I do. You are a fighter in life..

But, with all due respect, that what separates us both. Where you've seen hope, I saw despair. Where you've seen the light, I saw darkness. You still have your dedicated faith in Him, keep on going that road, brother. I've chosen mine.

Lets not turn this thread into a religious/non-religious thread shall we?

BLAME THE GOMEN FOR NOT MAKIN PLASTIC SURGERY CHEAP!!! why cant they subsidise plastic surgery as well!!!111oneoneonetwothree

I need sometime to be alone. I need my solitude. Is there any way that I can completely erase her from my mind? I mean completely wipe her off from my memory? Please do tell me so. I want to forget soo bad...

Not so young, 27 to be exact. I never had a girlfriend, not even a date before. I just thought that I've found the one. For a moment, just a hears breadth in time, I was so sure about it. I just don't understand why. I tried to reach her but it seems she don't want to see me again. We could just carry on being best friend. I guess maybe that's why I felt hurt so much. The thought that she completely forsake me as her friend just because I asked her out on our 'suppose to be 1st date'..