well, it's good to know that u want to do something other than eat and sleep at home. i am not sure what you want to study but you can try taking PTPTN loan for certain IPTA. if you suspect u still have hypo and u wanna return to study, u can inform the uni curriculum department for consideration when u do assignment. there r courses which u can do long distance. have u seen doctor about ur fatigue? i know a friend who had chronic fatigue who just slept like 12 hours a day for two years and she could not even work.... but she somehow recovered. don't remember how but i suggest u to get holistic medicine point of view.

phobia? i don't know how to help u to overcome ur phobia, but i remember reading somewhere that an indigenous group taught the kids to control their dream. instead of having nightmare, the kids are taught to convert it into positive. hmm... i am not sure how accurate ur precognition, all i'd say is future is not static and so there's a possibility that ur precognition won't come true, therefore, go ahead and learn to drive instead of letting the fear to control ur life. if u have precognition, u'd definitely be able to feel if something is going to happen.... even before it happens.... so my suggestion is get the license and take public transport. that's what i do because i dislike driving and i am not good with mechanical stuff.

how do u change urself? i think u r already changing urself by being aware that u wanna do something instead of staying at home. keep thinking of ways that u can live independently and most importantly u take action so ur family can see that u really wanna change. danger n crimes? if u think that way, u will be just attracting them. i go out alone all the time. the precaution i take is return home as early as i can and never walk dark places alone... can ur family members fetch u home from lrt?

hope this helps.