Okay time for me to sleep. I will take your advice UW.

I will eat, rest and move on with my life starting tomorrow.

Thank you for all your caring concern. I just want to be alone and concentrate on my work this month.

Wow, that was deep. I guess what you were saying is that a lot of believers today who claimed to love God is when they are in worldly peace. When a true trial strikes them, their love towards God can be easily shaken and thus, lose faith in Him.

I do agree in this matter. All those so-called "loving" and "touching" feelings won't hold us forever. Such emotional-dependent believer, one trial or the feeling that God is not there will cause him/her to lose faith. How do we combat this then?

1) We must learn and train to defend our faith. That art of defense is called Apologetics. (read Mere Christianity by CS Lewis // On Guard by William Craig)

2) After item (1) is accomplished, you will learn that the God truly exists and in no way you can deny His existence. Then, read this out aloud and remember it with your heart (Deuteronomy 6:5 - You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your might.)


All that being said, I admit I have my own struggle as well. As a single with strong sexual drive, I struggled with masturbation (pray for me  ). As a guy who is surrounded by non-Christian friends, I tend to be swear a lot (thanks to God's strength all these years, I have greater self control now). Well, human is not perfect and we, Christians certainly are not. We struggle everyday but also grow everyday. Ask God for forgiveness whenever you sin and don't be arrogant to think that God will not forgive you. There is nothing that God cannot forgive. Jesus paid a huge price for that by dying on the cross. Lastly, don't take God's forgiveness and mercy for granted (see Romans 6).

Ah please pray for my friend Ari. The same one with deep depression from aussie. His anxiety issues are getting more severe. Pray for protection or something. I really don't know how to help someone so far away

Share Christ with Him. Then u pray for Him.

Prayer should come from the heart.

You have that heart. So pray. 

Share christ as in talk about the gospel?

My heartfelt condolences.

I am surprised. Just last month you were enjoying your Cambodian trip with your dad.

Hope everything is ok for you and your family. May you be under God's rest and comfort.

I hope you are getting better. I be praying for you that you will find every comfort and peace in God.

I almost had a similar experience 3 years ago, when I almost lost my father to subdural hematoma due to an accident when he knocked his head on the corner of a opened, sharp corner of a cabinet door, while going up the ladder (to take some things out from the cabinet), but early medical intervention and surgery saved his life.

I don't know how to tell him actually. Jesus is a really touchy subject. Talking anything about God brings up a ton of past hurts. If the person sudah stress I might just make them even more afraid.

I'll be lying if I say I'm fine. But I'll take comfort in God's ever assuring promise.

Thank God for your dad's medical intervention. So the doctor removed the excess blood right?

I'm bloody stupid. Of course the doctor removed the excess blood. Sorry, I'm not thinking right.

Yes, this would be a very difficult time for you and your family. I believe though, that you are a much stronger person than I am, and you will overcome and make your dad proud of you.

Hope the memory verses below can be of help:

Matthew 11:28
Then Jesus said, "Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest."

Isaiah 43:2
When you go through deep waters, I will be with you. When you go through rivers of difficulty, you will not drown. When you walk through the fire of oppression, you will not be burned up; the flames will not consume you.

Psalm 119:50
Your promise revives me; it comforts me in all my troubles.

Psalm 61:2
From the ends of the earth, I cry to you for help when my heart is overwhelmed. Lead me to the towering rock of safety

Psalm 23:4
Even when I walk through the darkest valley, I will not be afraid, for you are close beside me. Your rod and your staff protect and comfort me.

Yes my father suffered internal bleeding in his cranium for 1 week. Sent him to Universiti Hospital, they wrongly diagnosed my father has having a flu. So I thought he was having a stroke because he didn't tell us about his accident, I didn't believe the UH doctor, instead sent him to one of Malaysia's best private hospital, they immediately did a MRI on his brain..and detected the bleeding. The surgery was done on that day itself because the neurosurgeon said had it been one or two more days, it would have been fatal.

was ur papa a believer too? 

prophetjul lost his mom last year. maybe he can advice u on how to cope.

God Bless

Well you have seen how I cope with the lost of my.....

Of course you are a stronger person than me

No worries.

Universiti Hospital brings back a lot of memories to me...like the time when I woke up in the middle of my tonsilitis operation.

I am glad your father is a believer. Yes he is saved...glory hallelujah.

I am more focused on the Manchester United vs Liverpool match this weekend (if i not mistaken).

The two clubs are gunning for the top 4 in EPL.

Share christ as in talk about the gospel?

I don't know how to tell him actually. Jesus is a really touchy subject. Talking anything about God brings up a ton of past hurts. If the person sudah stress I might just make them even more afraid.

Why do you think I am a stronger person than you?

But thanks for the bible verses.

Oh my, Remind me NOT to go to University Hospital. Sorry, life is too precious to waste.
Yeah, papa is a believer. Only older sister and younger brother are not believer (yet).

Dortmund lost!!    I really can't cope...

Off topic a bit. For those who watch football, I'll think this season, it'll be a showdown between Bayern vs Barcelona.

I hate Bayern. So Barcelona be the champion.

Even though I lost my earthly father, I will never lose my Heavenly Father.