Up till yesterday only i realized im probably just a spare tyre, we were supposed to meet tmr for the first time. But she sent me "I have a boyfriend, i dont think we should talk anymore, don't ever reply or msg me again" last night.
It hurts so much, because of her, I've planned to throw everything i have here and go all the way to SG to work. I know its just a 4 months relationship, some ppl might say its just a v short time, no need get so sad over it, that might be true. But its still so hurt when you try to commit so much and it ends like this.