Up till yesterday only i realized im probably just a spare tyre, we were supposed to meet tmr for the first time. But she sent me "I have a boyfriend, i dont think we should talk anymore, don't ever reply or msg me again" last night.
It hurts so much, because of her, I've planned to throw everything i have here and go all the way to SG to work. I know its just a 4 months relationship, some ppl might say its just a v short time, no need get so sad over it, that might be true. But its still so hurt when you try to commit so much and it ends like this.

Sorry to hear dude. Might be best to stick with people you meet in person first

ha hello I'm hardly around anyway - I just check in daily to my threads that I maintain and then I'm out. Rarely post.

Yeah, ive tried to put in too much during early stage, im not thinking straight too, I just blindly believe whatever she said eventhough it sounds suspicious, thats what i supposed to get...
Im trying to get over this, i tried to keep myself busy during the day, but when i went to bed, I would wake up in the middle of the night thinking about how i got cheated/played, blablabla, sometimes i cant go back to sleep, sometimes yeah i fall asleep but then will probably wake up again in the next one or two hours.

haha yes actually we made some last week.

Of course XD

I stay in gombak, i have girls in Puchong, seri kembangan, sri petaling etc. Im still figuring out how to bypass the fear of roadblocks. Obviously if you both stay close to mrt lrt service, meeting each other in the mall is ideal.

Sugar daddy. Haha

chicks just want to have fun, kehidupan sudah sengsara lol

If one dont want to put out, there are always another chicks