QUOTE(spunkberry @ Feb 7 2018, 01:50 AM)
ha hello
I'm hardly around anyway - I just check in daily to my threads that I maintain and then I'm out. Rarely post.
I see. Nowadays I barely have time for discord.
But still, I hope that everyone is doing well. I can see that you are doing well ^^ Still got cook fry rice?
QUOTE(brianwkh @ Feb 7 2018, 02:24 PM)
Yeah, ive tried to put in too much during early stage, im not thinking straight too, I just blindly believe whatever she said eventhough it sounds suspicious, thats what i supposed to get...
Im trying to get over this, i tried to keep myself busy during the day, but when i went to bed, I would wake up in the middle of the night thinking about how i got cheated/played, blablabla, sometimes i cant go back to sleep, sometimes yeah i fall asleep but then will probably wake up again in the next one or two hours.
I experienced the insomnia part as well. Waking up at 3am and can't went back to sleep. No matter how tired i was.
As for blindly believe, well normally most of the people will get blinded when they are in love.