Some years ago when I lost my job in a reputable company, I thought to myself what was going on.

Did God forgotten about me or was He angry at me? I didn't get any answer back then. God was silent.

I went into small business to support my family and it was thriving for some years. I think I made good money until one day I started facing competition and it went down the hill.

Again! the same thing, I started to panic thinking how am I suppose to have a future and my worried about my family's future as well.

There's this great mental block, stress and fear that gripped me. Couldn't really sleep well. When I woke up, I just see bleak future. No mood to do anything.

I prayed and prayed and prayed for many days that seems like weeks and months, even cried to God in desperation. Until 1 day I heard something like

"Do you really trust me?" in my heart. I know it was God speaking. I must admit, I didn't know how to. Until God lead me to 1 sermon that change my whole life. I found out the reason through that sermon. I applied what was taught to me and I could see the result. My whole life changed because of that.
The reason why I couldn't find myself to trust God is because I didn't really accept that He loves me. It was only in my head that I knew in concept that he loves me but not in my heart.

I repented of that wrong thinking. I believe it with all my heart and act like it. Somehow or rather I knew the Father was please when I have an accurate Faith (Right Believing) in Him.
Today by God's grace, Philippians 4:19 has been a continuous blessing in my life.

You can try this if you want to. Hope it helps you.

Is it ChaXXX Christian Centre?

Oh I see, yeah I've been to churches like that before. The worst thing that happened to me was when they told me that I go to hell because I dress like a slut? Example below:-



Is this a slut's dress? Puh-lease.

I've seen girls in local churches that wore shorter and tighter dress compared to this.

Ya, of course not all la. Maybe the aunty feel jealous (or insecure) that the dress suits me? 

Off topic, are you an authorized Apple seller?

Let just say God is faithful and I can attest to that.
He provides all my need. Let just say I consented to the Lord to provide anyway He wants.
I didn't pray that it must be this way or that way, I told the Lord, whatever way you see fit.

And He does!

To me that is God prospering me.

Psalm 35:27 (NAS) - Let them shout for joy and rejoice, who favor my vindication; And let them say continually, "The LORD be magnified, Who delights in the prosperity of His servant."