Keep on doing it
Make it a habit
Then if not do rasa bersalah

If still cannot, think of something totally cool and really really want
Pray everytime to ask for it.

I don't ask for much
Just to get a PhD, be a richfag
And a korean looking wifey

birds poo is a bacteria infected goo though

1) kinda no but one can try and some are successful
2) personally no.
3) long story short, there use to be a time where people heavily relied on scholar for guidance then as pipu progress rationality as part of religion in the forms of mutazilite movement gain popularity, the caliph then make it the official state ideology to wrestle control from the scholar. mutazilite is kinda like a deist rationalization forms of islam which then leads to the golden age, then the empire stop expanding and are in trouble so pipu dont fell like it. so the goverment then decide to be a populist and adopt a worldview thats defined by scholar rather than rationality. this then get divided into 4 different school of thought and create most of what known as shariah code these day and every forms of rationalist islam die probably except for the ibadi islam sect in oman which emphasis self determination rather than scholarly view and high morals code. iran run shiah forms of islam and every other country run one of the 4 school of though as a national sect which with different opinion of such scholar resulted in different law.

in islamic jurisdiction none of the different ideology is consider wrong. though over here you cant actually go change school of though which is kinda meeh to me personally. because having stayed in oman i would say their forms of islam is the most beautiful but on the other hand, ideology stick pipu like glue and stabiize a country which is something any country need so they dont falls into the like of ireland, yemen etc.

i assume you subscribe to sufism?

most of ahlil sunnah pretty much believe in al Ghazali doctirne of occasionalism & thus the concept of a personal God .what is the sufism view on it? is it similar to current ahlil sunnah doctrines or more similar to more similar to Mu'tazilites?

the way some sufis said they want to be the Creator. does that mean they subscribe to Pantheism? ie the view that everything is part of an all-encompassing, immanent God. All forms of reality may then be considered either modes of that Being, or identical with it. but some people say it's not true pantheism as by sufism standard only God exist and the rest are illusions.